Aisya #16: Sayang walid

Suatu malam..

Walid: Awak buat apa ni?

Ummi: Oh..tak de apa2..saja suka tengok budak2 ni tidur..comel..

Walid: Comel.. macam walid diorang la.

Ummi: Ceit..suka nak up up diri senirik. hmm awak.. saya rasa bahagia sangat. Terima kasih bahagiakan saya dan anak2. Terima kasih jadi suami yang baik.

Walid: Sayang, bahagia tu datangnya dari Allah swt, bukan dari saya. Ada orang, diberi macam2, kemewahan, kesenangan, kerja bagus, tapi mereka tak bahagia. Ada orang, miskin, anak ramai, nak cari makan pun susah tapi mereka hidup bahagia. So, berterima kasihlah pada Allah swt kerana memberi kita kebahagiaan.

Ummi: Alhamdullillah. Terima kasih Ya Allah atas nikmatMu ini. hmm awak, ada benda saya rahsiakan dari awak selama ni. Saya rasa bersalah kalau tak cakap.

Walid: Oh..apa dia?

Ummi: Sebenarnya, sebelum saya kahwin dengan awak, saya ada suka seorang lelaki ni. Saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya suka dia walaupun dia ni freaking annoying..but I do like him. I really do. And I was childish at that time..sometimes I did stupid things to gain his attention, but I guess he never knew I liked him.

Walid:  Honey, past is past. Saya terima awak seadanya dan saya tak kisah pun masa lalu awak.

Ummi: But the thing is, I never stop liking him.

Walid: I guess we should stop talking about this. I don't know where this conversation is going  but I can feel this won't be good.

Ummi: hmm..but I did try to forget him. While other people were sleeping, I woke up and pray to God. I asked Him to forgive me for my sins, I asked Him to place my heart only in somewhere it should belong and I asked Him to make me love only the father of my children..hmm well I asked Him a lot... but I never forget this guy and I was really upset because I knew it will hurt me one day.

Walid: So after we had 2 kids and now you are telling me that you don't love me?Is he better than me?Do you know it is haram to love someone you can't marry? Awak ingat ayat ni "Wanita yang kamu rasakan derhaka, hendaklah kamu nasihati mereka, jika mereka berdegil, pulaukanlah mereka di tempat tidur, dan kalau masih juga degil, maka pukullah mereka dengan pukulan yang mengajar. (al-Nisa`: 34)". Awak nak macam ni??

Ummi: Awak, sabarlah..Saya sayang awak. Biar saya cite sampai habis.. You are much much much better than him.

Walid: ..

Ummi: hmm sebab awak boleh dukung saya, awak pandai buat magik, saya suka tengok awak makan saya masak, awak comel..hmm apa lagi..saya suka tengok awak layan anak2..

Walid: Saya kecewa. Itu je reasons awak sayang saya?

Ummi: Hmm..I always asked Allah swt why He didn't answer my prayer. Why He didn't make me forget him..

Walid: I guess I better go to sleep.

Ummi: Saya cuba husnuzhon dengan Allah swt..and later, I found out,Allah did answer my prayer. Maybe He didn't make me forget that guy.....but He made me marry him. Allah swt is nice, isn't He?


*mende la ummi tulis ni kan..kih2..ok la pengajaran yg ummi cuba sampaikan:
1. Don't ever ever ever ever fall in love dgn someone yg tak berhak..but I know..perasaan tu Allah swt yg bagi kan, so if you did fall in love with someone, banyak2 doa pada Allah swt ok.

2. Jangan buat suami marah. Lelaki ni ada sifat cemburu walaupun dia kdg2 tak tunjuk.
Nabi saw berkata : ”Demi jiwaku yang ditanganNya, tiada seorang lelaki yang memanggil isterinya untuk bersama, lalu dia menolak, dan suami tidur dalam keadaan marah (tidak redha) maka malaikat akan melaknatnya hingga ke subuh.” (Diriwayatkan oleh al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

3. Bersangka baik dengan Allah swt. Kadang2 doa kita tu lambat makbulnya. Tapi Allah dah janji setiap doa pasti akan dimakbulkan. So, yakin ye sayang.
Berdoalah kepada-Ku, pasti akan Aku perkenankan bagi kamu. (Surah Ghafir: 60)

4. Don't always jump to conclusion. Selalu berbincang bila ada masalah and cuba dengar penjelasan orang yang terlibat. Jangan ikut emosi nak marah2..

5. Ummi sayang walid sangat2. Love you baby.wink2

Tersenyum melihat langit, alangkah indahnya ciptaan Tuhan.