Tabung

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful.

"Actuary, why do you work with Petronas? You better work with insurance company, there you will make a lot of money."
"Why do you come back? You should just work in the States. I heard actuaries make more than 5 digits salary there"
"You are very important"
"No matter what job we give you, since you are an actuary, we know you will be able to handle it."

*Sometimes other people appreciate us, value us, and are thankful for our existence but not our loved one.

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Kids,

Sometimes life is not easy.

There are times when you try to protect others, but they hate you. Or you may meet people who lose respect for you, when you care so much about them.And sometimes you may hurt, but you can only keep it to yourselves. And there will be times when you cry so bad at the masjid, because you can't hold your tears anymore.

Life always has it's ups and downs.

But there's something that keeps me strong.

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku. Tidak ada Tuhan selain daripadaNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
-Surah At-Taubah, ayat 129

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*Tabung Haji gave me a tabung when I opened up a new account. Ummi's crazy but I tried to make myself forget my problems by being excited having that tabung. You should try sometimes. Haha. .